There's a group of people at this school that I hang out with at club meetings, and I really want to be better friends with them but I just can't. I only ever talk to them at club meetings, and I don't have any of their contact information (except for one), and rarely chime in even when I do hang out with them at club meetings. It's almost been an entire year, and I have gone to every single meeting and I've failed to make any sort of meaningful friendship to any of them. I want to hang out with these people and be an actual friend to them but I just don't know what to do. On top of that, there's a chance that I may transfer to another uni, and I don't want to lose these people, despite the fact that I just don't know them that well. They're the only people who have actually acknowledged my existence since I've been here at state, but despite that I have such a hard time opening up to them.
I'm so pathetic. I'm so incompetent that I don't even know how to talk to people anymore. I dont really deserve tonbe their friend.